Mike continues to fight off this cough and cold, but we are so thankful that his fever stayed under control all day. He is tired and a little disappointed to be feeling so sick on his "rest" week. However we are thankful that this cold did not hit during his treatments. It is a learning process for us to surrender our expectations regarding the trajectory of his illness and treatment. It is an adjustment to be removed from our usual spheres of work and interaction. There is no doubt that this process is uncomfortable for us both, but we do believe that God will use this season to do good things in ourselves, our family and our friends. We have seen glimpses of it already.
I felt very tired today and slightly overwhelmed by the treatment ahead of us. As I was praying tonight God lead me right to a passage in James. The heading at the top of this group of verses is summarized as "patience in suffering". Right now Mike and I would love to be able to push the fast forward button on the weeks of chemo that lay ahead, but God is teaching us patience and endurance instead.
James writes, "Brothers, as an example of patience in the face of suffering, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord. As you know, we consider blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job's perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy" James 5:10-11
Thank you all for your encouraging comments, gifts, and prayers. I am always uplifted when I think of all our friends who are praying.
Praying for you now!
ReplyDeleteTHE LORD IS FULL OF COMPASSION AND MERCY ..........Thanks for putting into words what my heart has been feeling everytime I find myself QUESTIONING.... on behalf of all my loved ones who are walking very hard roads right now.
ReplyDeleteYes, the questions keep coming BUT that deep feeling that God is so near us all , so tender towards us as we agonize and He knows how to show us compassion like no one else could ever do.....is so freeing and comforting .....even if it lasts only seconds.
So this is the day that Our Lord has made .......please help us to rejoice and be glad in it no matter what that day may bring as we cling on to your promise that You will never leave us or forsake us !!!
Hugs to all,
Love Mom and Dad
XOXO
Praying for you, Jana and Mike and kids. Praying for God's amazing comfort and strength and patience as you go through this time of trial.
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